Dis is the 3rd post of the day.. I'm crazy to post and post and post..
Pumpkin porridge not nice to eat meh?? Jayden cries not wanting to eat it..
I'm so depression now.. So i'm doing wat he is doing.. Here to blog instead of doing wat i'm always doing but to dump jayden to my mum [It's none of her biz at all i know] for now.. I jus feel like dumping him to HIS mum but i know Jayden will cry badly til no breath which i dun bear..
Jayden is NOW even more cruchy or wat the spelling when i'm not happy..
Stop asking me where is he cos i DUNNO!! Yes DUNNO!! [Wat a "gf" u may think] I dunno last time and i dunno now..
Stop telling me it's unhealthy to not stay together..
Dun ask me where is my "next time next time" when i have been saying for 6months..
Stop asking wat am i gg to continue sch or do some work or even doing anything except for looking after jayden to release stree.. If u would wan to take over me to look after Jayden for jus a standard one day[i dun ask for me cos i know i'll miss him cos he nv leave me since he was 3days old], i've LOTS of things i wan to do..
Parenting is call parenting cos is both mother and father problem.. If not it would be called mothering and fathering..
Husband and wife dunno how to explain.. Jus know if not it will be called frenz and y bother to sign the fucking paper..
I wan freedom jus like u.. Can go dinner with frenz and have a DRINK.. Reach home play psp, watch cartoon, slp or do nth jus slp.. I wouldn't mind if u are working n i'm looking after Jayden and after ur work suffer together with Jayden..
Y the fuck do i wan to open a fucking blogshop when so many ppl are doing?? Earn and support myself and if it's gd help support Jayden den u will have more time for us? Wat else can i do with Jayden around?
All u know is to DUMP jayden aside to go out.. Do u even realise that u got a son??
If u are not happy about it den jus be it.. I've tried my best to be a mother and "gf".. I dunno wat else can i do!! Take it or leave it..
Jayden jus now where to find me cos he is now running all round the room i'm in making me stop him from pulling things.. ESP PEELING THE CHAIR I"M SITTING ON!!
